Day 33

Ok, so im not going to put much in here.... Im just going to finish the rest tomorrow......
right now my computer keeps fucking up right now...
but yea.....
I got to see Jared today... was a pretty good day...
didnt really get to talk about what I wanted to...
but whatever...
lastnight we got into a.... idk.... misunderstanding fight thingy whatever....
but I think we're doing fine now....
but....
idk... I really dont feel like typing.....
but im just gonna say that Jared made me really happy today when me and him just layed there talking about stuff....
I became really content really fast... and I was really happy just laying there talking to him.... <3
but than his mom took me and andrew home soon after....
oh... and I love the fact that Jared is super ticklish :]
ok..... im done.... i'll post the rest tomorrow....

friday Jared invited me to t his place thing.... so yay for that

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ok, so im finishing up this post....
when im on the computer my cat like HAS to lay on me.... and it totally gets annoying, and he like, REALLY wants to lay on me.... to the point that he is settling with just his two paws on my stummy.... sorry cat

anyways, yesterday we took the bus to the skate park,... and oh my goshness... it was soooo fricken hot. well not really,... I was just wearing long black pants.... and now I has this weir sunburn from my shirt.... which I totally love btw :]

But after a while Chip left to go back to work, and me andrew and Jared went to go lay in the shade.... than we went to go find foood... than we went to Independent Records....
Innerwold in cali is still the BEST place EVER!!! they have EVERYTHING!!! and its mostly a metal shop.... and a stoner shop... and they have an innerwold 2 which is right next door and that's where you'd buy your cigars porn hookahs and your pipes... but yea, the normal one has like clothes, posters of all kinds... 3 fucking HUGE ass binders with stickers... and like a binder for patches, and band flags and... omg, everything! I miss cali soooo much =[

Than we met up with Klaa..... I could have sworn my coat was in his car, but now I cants find its!!! Oooohhhh noooooo lol

Lets see.... Andrew kinda bothered me today....
Im not too fond of smart asses but whatever, gotta deal with it.
I totally had a dream that my crew was coming to live with me... oh-my-god... I'd be the happiest person alive!
one, Damien cooks for everyone, two, richie takes care of the sad and the sick, three, Ronnie just makes everyone happy.... except himself xD
[and.... im not counting rosa, steve or alayna jus cause.... I dont feel like it]
I sooo cant wait till I get my shop up!!

Than we got home after a while..... and andrew is there talking behind my back to my dad. oh god. seriously? to my dad? about shit he REALLY doesnt give a shit about? Im sure my dad sounds interested, but my dad doesnt really know the ins and outs [though he knows a lot more than me] so im sure he doesnt give a shit about what programs I use on there...

and im not even going to go into detail with that. I just cant wait till I get my shop up and running so I have a place to chill... alone... by myself, without being around so many guys 24/7

I mean... so far, I know Jared seems pretty respectful.... at least around me... Its nice to know he does have feelings and does get upset every once in a while, and isnt just a happy go lucky robot, but yea.... come on peoples! does no one know how to be respectful these days? I mean.... I may be a little toooo respectful and have anger problems at the same time, but whatever.... at least I know how to be nice to the person that is letting me live there for free... even if we are friends, I dont care....

Its like [sorry, I love you two both, but im just using this as an example] when alayna and ronnie would fight all the time.... yes, KATHY was the one who said alayna could live there, but Ronnie is Kathy's son..... if Ronnie doesnt like something your doing.... DONT FUCKING DO IT! I dont care if you have a baby.... [sorry D... lol im hoping you dont read this,.... totally just using it as an example]

But yea... I cant wait till I get a car, than I could just run away :]
god I wanna take pictures..... both model pictures and creative myspace pictures

oh! and the thing with Andrew saying Im not making my site professionally.... when all my hair is made out of 100% kk hair, which is SAID on my website... and the buyers who are usuallly cyber goth know that.... so using the word 'cheap' wouldnt be a problem... WHEN MOST OF THE PEOPLE SELL OFF OF MYSPACE!!! Myspace.... oh my god... wow, so yea, Im SOOOO not being professional here with a WEBSITE and have not even MADE a myspace dread account yet, i'd say Im a little bit more professional right now....
how PROFESSIONAL is myspace? Seriously? if EVERYONE buys off of there, than I think the simple word 'cheap prices' wouldnt hurt me at all....

fuck...

day 33...
bass still hasnt answered the phone
And I love...... love forhead kisses from Jared