So I got my indian outfit today!
I am going to fix it tomorrow, and hopefully get some pictures taken by elle jay
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never miiind! Was gonna post a whole happy post but than my dad just pissed me off.
Getting pissed off at me because he keeps telling me 'i'll tell you what time I get back in town on friday when I look at the paper' he must have told me the time... ONCE.
If he has said it as much as he says he's said it.... than he should have it memorized,... and if he CANT memorize it... than why get mad at me because I cant memorize it?
UGH!
well, I was gonna do a photoshoot super early in the morning on sunday.... if we were gonna sleep in a hotel from sat night....
now im just all irritated because he has to have an attitude, because I am picking him up from the airport for him, and, just cause I cant remember a time? ugh. whatever.
I just hope we can go to the club in time
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Meaning of Life
Sometimes I sit and think...
Whats the point in living?
What the point in having a relationship...
I think...
When your in a relationship...
It can cause more hurt, than joy...
It can even cause you death if your not stable enough...
After 6-8 months into a relationship, your bf/gf would say they would do anything in the world just to see you, and now, they'd rather not.
And than I think...
If you get as far as getting married..
for say you marry at age 22...
once your 24... things get boring.
The romance is gone.
You dont see each other as much.
No flowers, no notes, no dinners, no long letters on myspace.
25 [if your smart] you have your first child...
You guys are back to being romantic.... [in the house]
No movies, no long walks.
You love your child more than you love your spouse.
Your spending all your money on your child and a house/appartment.
Your child turns 1,... either you've already broken up with your gf/bf husband/wife, or if your lucky, your still together.
Your child turns 5.
How cute, your child is in school.
Your either taking turns seeing your child, or if your lucky, your at work, home only in time to see your husband/wife in the mornings, or dinner time.
One of you, or you have a babysitter is now taking care of your child, helping with homework.
You may see your husband and or wife more often... but you dont even look at each other in the eyes. You hug each other, just so your child will be happy.
Your child turns 10, you are 35.
Your wife goes out with her chick friends every once in a while, and the husband goes out and has a beer every once in a while. The wife is trying to impress you again wearing sexy shit to bed.
And your flattered.
Your child is happy, and thinks he/she can stay home every once in a while alone between the ages 11-13. The choice is yours to go out and have fun with your husband/wife.
Your child is 14-16... either doing drugs, having sex, or starting to disobey you. Or if your lucky, your child is a good kid, and spends all his/her time doing homework, hardly ever coming down for dinner, or playing video games, or hanging out with friends.
By this time, you are about 40.
Around this age, your body is starting to age, your body is starting to hurt.
around age 45, if your lucky, your still good looking, and your body is young still, if you kept up with exercising, and good diet, and good health care.
If not, your getting desieses, cancer through out the body, your bones hurt, no make up can save you, and your starting to loose your hair.
Right before this stage, your either a player, in a tuxedo, or your a wife, sitting and reading a book, not even noticing your husband is gone.
By this time, your child is either graduating high school, or already has.
Your child is either into drugs, or sex, hard core, really disrespects you, or is trying to move out. not even saying 'thanks for taking care of me'
Once your child hits 19-22 Your child is asking for lots of money, help with life, or is already having a child... that they expect you to help take care of.... OR they dont even talk to you, and has moved on. But in this time period... they are still living with you, and dont even talk to you or see you anymore.
By this time, you and your husband/wife are sitting on the couch doing nothing with life, and just watching t.v.
afterwards, YOU HAVE GRANDCHILDREN! yay, this is the exciting part. Now your children dont even talk to you, except hollidays, or if your lucky, they check up on you. If your lucky, your with your same husband/wife... now your grandchildren are asking for money.
Your grandchildren are like your new set of children, only, you see them less than you saw your original child.
By this time, it hurts just to get out of a chair...
and if your alive without any cancers or such, than yay for you.
But your probably going to day anyways with in the next 20-30 years.
What REALLY happened in your life?
well, nothing really, just a lot of fucking pain, and a lot of wasted money.
but whatever, thats the cycle of life...
I guess I'll go through with it anyways
Whats the point in living?
What the point in having a relationship...
I think...
When your in a relationship...
It can cause more hurt, than joy...
It can even cause you death if your not stable enough...
After 6-8 months into a relationship, your bf/gf would say they would do anything in the world just to see you, and now, they'd rather not.
And than I think...
If you get as far as getting married..
for say you marry at age 22...
once your 24... things get boring.
The romance is gone.
You dont see each other as much.
No flowers, no notes, no dinners, no long letters on myspace.
25 [if your smart] you have your first child...
You guys are back to being romantic.... [in the house]
No movies, no long walks.
You love your child more than you love your spouse.
Your spending all your money on your child and a house/appartment.
Your child turns 1,... either you've already broken up with your gf/bf husband/wife, or if your lucky, your still together.
Your child turns 5.
How cute, your child is in school.
Your either taking turns seeing your child, or if your lucky, your at work, home only in time to see your husband/wife in the mornings, or dinner time.
One of you, or you have a babysitter is now taking care of your child, helping with homework.
You may see your husband and or wife more often... but you dont even look at each other in the eyes. You hug each other, just so your child will be happy.
Your child turns 10, you are 35.
Your wife goes out with her chick friends every once in a while, and the husband goes out and has a beer every once in a while. The wife is trying to impress you again wearing sexy shit to bed.
And your flattered.
Your child is happy, and thinks he/she can stay home every once in a while alone between the ages 11-13. The choice is yours to go out and have fun with your husband/wife.
Your child is 14-16... either doing drugs, having sex, or starting to disobey you. Or if your lucky, your child is a good kid, and spends all his/her time doing homework, hardly ever coming down for dinner, or playing video games, or hanging out with friends.
By this time, you are about 40.
Around this age, your body is starting to age, your body is starting to hurt.
around age 45, if your lucky, your still good looking, and your body is young still, if you kept up with exercising, and good diet, and good health care.
If not, your getting desieses, cancer through out the body, your bones hurt, no make up can save you, and your starting to loose your hair.
Right before this stage, your either a player, in a tuxedo, or your a wife, sitting and reading a book, not even noticing your husband is gone.
By this time, your child is either graduating high school, or already has.
Your child is either into drugs, or sex, hard core, really disrespects you, or is trying to move out. not even saying 'thanks for taking care of me'
Once your child hits 19-22 Your child is asking for lots of money, help with life, or is already having a child... that they expect you to help take care of.... OR they dont even talk to you, and has moved on. But in this time period... they are still living with you, and dont even talk to you or see you anymore.
By this time, you and your husband/wife are sitting on the couch doing nothing with life, and just watching t.v.
afterwards, YOU HAVE GRANDCHILDREN! yay, this is the exciting part. Now your children dont even talk to you, except hollidays, or if your lucky, they check up on you. If your lucky, your with your same husband/wife... now your grandchildren are asking for money.
Your grandchildren are like your new set of children, only, you see them less than you saw your original child.
By this time, it hurts just to get out of a chair...
and if your alive without any cancers or such, than yay for you.
But your probably going to day anyways with in the next 20-30 years.
What REALLY happened in your life?
well, nothing really, just a lot of fucking pain, and a lot of wasted money.
but whatever, thats the cycle of life...
I guess I'll go through with it anyways
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