ok, so this is the last one on here for the night..... than im off to finishing other stuff...
I'll miss you so so sosososososoooo much [please note, the last blog of the week,.... which actually is the first one... is probably my mind working as 'this is the first one he will read' so sorry for the suuper confusion]
I hope you can find ways to entertain yourself.... write stuff... idk... learn how to do stuff... save money, spend money, learn how to do that spray paint stuff...
dont get anything on my carpets.... miss me love me but dont hate me....
next time, hopefully you can come... usually SCA events happen once or twice a year....
well jared babe, your off to bed, and im tired...
hope everyone has a fun 4th of july....
this'll be my first 4th of july in like YEARS not spent in California... and without fireworks....
happy birthday grandma [its on the 4th]
sorry turlock crew I didnt get to see you
btw Jared, you forgot my rockstar tab
goodnight world, sweet dreams, I'll miss and love you all.... stay safe....
<3333 I hope everyone stays happy
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Rave's Oh My Goth
This one kid said he was lucky and got hired at 'Raves Oh My Goth'
Boy,.... I do not find that lucky....
I do not see why anyone shops there.... she has very little things that I dont see on "Lip-Service.com"
Like, thats almost all her store carries as for clothing....
Another thing... Raven, the owner of that store, seems to talk 'shit' about the people that work for her, calling them stupid, slow, retarded....
That is not how someone should be talking... about ANYONE especially when there are customers in the store...
One day she was even talking bad to me....
I WILL NOT walk into that store if she is around....
She has one employee who works for her who is super nice, and says 'raven is nice, you just got to get to know her'
Well... the customers do not always wish to get to know a cranky old lady....
that is one good way to loose your customers super fast...
I mean, I'd rather have my own store, or shop online instead of ever going back to her store...
when you have customers... you keep your mouth shut, put on a smile, and wait till they leave....
Jared and I were talking the other day, how it sucks if you own a business or are the boss, or manager... you always gotta put on a smiling face, even to a complaining customer... or you will loose people....
even if you dont like it.... You GOTTA do it.....
If I had my own store, and was a ritch person... I'd probably have a way better store than her.... due to the fact that I know how to advertise, and I know how to be polite!
What customer wants to know that you called someone retarded?
so boy,... if you think your LUCKY for working there... better watch your back... she's probably already talking shit about your looks... the way you talk, the way you dress, how fast you work, and everything...
luck is not on your side.... your working for the devil now
Boy,.... I do not find that lucky....
I do not see why anyone shops there.... she has very little things that I dont see on "Lip-Service.com"
Like, thats almost all her store carries as for clothing....
Another thing... Raven, the owner of that store, seems to talk 'shit' about the people that work for her, calling them stupid, slow, retarded....
That is not how someone should be talking... about ANYONE especially when there are customers in the store...
One day she was even talking bad to me....
I WILL NOT walk into that store if she is around....
She has one employee who works for her who is super nice, and says 'raven is nice, you just got to get to know her'
Well... the customers do not always wish to get to know a cranky old lady....
that is one good way to loose your customers super fast...
I mean, I'd rather have my own store, or shop online instead of ever going back to her store...
when you have customers... you keep your mouth shut, put on a smile, and wait till they leave....
Jared and I were talking the other day, how it sucks if you own a business or are the boss, or manager... you always gotta put on a smiling face, even to a complaining customer... or you will loose people....
even if you dont like it.... You GOTTA do it.....
If I had my own store, and was a ritch person... I'd probably have a way better store than her.... due to the fact that I know how to advertise, and I know how to be polite!
What customer wants to know that you called someone retarded?
so boy,... if you think your LUCKY for working there... better watch your back... she's probably already talking shit about your looks... the way you talk, the way you dress, how fast you work, and everything...
luck is not on your side.... your working for the devil now
arts and crafts
too bad I dont have yarn.... so you can make a bird feeder...
you know, today I saw two pigeons today,... white with black tails...
where are all these pet looking pigeons coming from?!?!
[btw, I always loved the nick name pigeon, or doll face]
but yea, I also saw that other black and white one [the more spotted one] like yesterday....
I was thinking if they didnt shat so much, give them bird food... too bad I no longer have bird food =/
I miss my two birds....
Did I ever mention that I took care of a dove for a little while?
It walked into my garage in cali... my two smaller birds didnt like the dove that much =[
I know it says i'dilow' idk why I put that....
but Dilow means yellow
alcombury means a place in England that I went to school at before :]
[im so hating the way photobucket is now.... i cant find any of my pictures that were not in an actual album]
that is dilow and either 'snow' or HIM but I think its snow...
I dont remember any pictures of HIM.... I had him when I was like 12.... same with dilow... dilow lived to be about... 7 years... than she some how.... some way..... got out of her cage, and flew away
and this is the dove I was telling you about....
see, he let me hold him....
and this one I think was peak....
here, just click on this..... so the picture wont be soooo huge
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v696/kagomeroxs89/Angels/101_0317.jpg
he was a chicken, and not the nicest one
my cat just printed something out on the printer....... xDD haha
oh, this is my rabbit, Mr. Kry
you know, today I saw two pigeons today,... white with black tails...
where are all these pet looking pigeons coming from?!?!
[btw, I always loved the nick name pigeon, or doll face]
but yea, I also saw that other black and white one [the more spotted one] like yesterday....
I was thinking if they didnt shat so much, give them bird food... too bad I no longer have bird food =/
I miss my two birds....
Did I ever mention that I took care of a dove for a little while?
It walked into my garage in cali... my two smaller birds didnt like the dove that much =[
I know it says i'dilow' idk why I put that....
but Dilow means yellow
alcombury means a place in England that I went to school at before :]
[im so hating the way photobucket is now.... i cant find any of my pictures that were not in an actual album]
that is dilow and either 'snow' or HIM but I think its snow...
I dont remember any pictures of HIM.... I had him when I was like 12.... same with dilow... dilow lived to be about... 7 years... than she some how.... some way..... got out of her cage, and flew away
and this is the dove I was telling you about....
see, he let me hold him....
and this one I think was peak....
here, just click on this..... so the picture wont be soooo huge
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v696/kagomeroxs89/Angels/101_0317.jpg
he was a chicken, and not the nicest one
my cat just printed something out on the printer....... xDD haha
oh, this is my rabbit, Mr. Kry
letters
Im thinking of doing something for Jared, but idk yet... when I left derrick for a long time, I made him videos, and left letters and notes everywhere for him...
speaking of Derrick, he found pictures of my mom and is gonna mail me them.
I can only find one picture of my mom after she got cancer... =[
and I took videos of her, but I cant find those =/
I want to remember every bit of her, even when she had cancer.
but I sent some people a text saying 'wow, thats a short list of friends to send this all to, but anyways, i'll be gone for a week'
and derrick said that, thats what happens when people grow up....
I swear, if he talks to me again about 'thats how it goes when people grow up' im gonna send a bomb in the mail to his house.....
whats the point of living if you have no friends? when your like Derrick.... You have a job... have no gf,... your parents hate you... you only have one friend.... ok... what is there to live for? No really... what are you REALLY saving your money for?
A new toy?
a video game your gonna play on with a bunch of people you dont know.... is that it? for the rest of your life?
So your going to school to... learn how to make cool music..... to what? have a bunch of strangers call out your name? But who are these people?
your working in a huge business.... so your a ritch bitch with a fancy car....
your too much of a slut to have kids.... you go from girl to girl...
wow,... what are you living for?
What is the meaning to grow up? to loose all your friends? so you can sit alone? night after night... you go to work, come home, eat, watch t.v. go to bed...
next morning... go to work, come home, eat, watch t.v. go to bed....
next morning... go to work, come home, eat, watch t.v. go to bed....
next day... go to work, go out with a girl, eat, have sex, go to bed....
What does it mean 'to grow up'? Really?
Does that mean.... 'stop having fun and live a boring life, get depressed, and maybe perhaps if your lucky, kill yourself before you get old, and have to live like a robot'
Look around.... ok, if your lucky, you'll have a kid.... and be even more stressed out, but with something cute in your hands for about 10 years.... than they start having their own minds....
if your lucky, you'll have a great wife or husband.... who'll entertain you...
but if you two are too grown up, why even have each other around? You'll just be sitting on the couch all day doing nothing if your 'so grown up'
growing up are for depressed people
speaking of Derrick, he found pictures of my mom and is gonna mail me them.
I can only find one picture of my mom after she got cancer... =[
and I took videos of her, but I cant find those =/
I want to remember every bit of her, even when she had cancer.
but I sent some people a text saying 'wow, thats a short list of friends to send this all to, but anyways, i'll be gone for a week'
and derrick said that, thats what happens when people grow up....
I swear, if he talks to me again about 'thats how it goes when people grow up' im gonna send a bomb in the mail to his house.....
whats the point of living if you have no friends? when your like Derrick.... You have a job... have no gf,... your parents hate you... you only have one friend.... ok... what is there to live for? No really... what are you REALLY saving your money for?
A new toy?
a video game your gonna play on with a bunch of people you dont know.... is that it? for the rest of your life?
So your going to school to... learn how to make cool music..... to what? have a bunch of strangers call out your name? But who are these people?
your working in a huge business.... so your a ritch bitch with a fancy car....
your too much of a slut to have kids.... you go from girl to girl...
wow,... what are you living for?
What is the meaning to grow up? to loose all your friends? so you can sit alone? night after night... you go to work, come home, eat, watch t.v. go to bed...
next morning... go to work, come home, eat, watch t.v. go to bed....
next morning... go to work, come home, eat, watch t.v. go to bed....
next day... go to work, go out with a girl, eat, have sex, go to bed....
What does it mean 'to grow up'? Really?
Does that mean.... 'stop having fun and live a boring life, get depressed, and maybe perhaps if your lucky, kill yourself before you get old, and have to live like a robot'
Look around.... ok, if your lucky, you'll have a kid.... and be even more stressed out, but with something cute in your hands for about 10 years.... than they start having their own minds....
if your lucky, you'll have a great wife or husband.... who'll entertain you...
but if you two are too grown up, why even have each other around? You'll just be sitting on the couch all day doing nothing if your 'so grown up'
growing up are for depressed people
Art Show
so ima be painting alot... and writing alot...
hopefully i'll come home with something good and make you go 'awwww... my babe is such a good artist[sorta]'
thats the only thing im excited for about this trip....
[I was starting to get worried about when you were coming home... but I saw that you textededed me]
anyways, thats the only thing im excited about. I havnt drawn, or painted in a very long time.... im hoping my skills will be sorta good still....
BTW!!! your only allowed to read one from each blog a day.... or maybe two depending on how many I type out for you Jared.
What do you think I'd be doing right now? what are you doing right now? Ever think about that? what could the person you used to be friends with,... your ex's, your cousins... people who are in or used to be in your life...
the people you used to be sooo closed to.... what do you think they are doing?
what do you think they are thinking about?
is their lives stable? are they alright?
I wonder what you were doing before you read this...
how was your day?
Today right now.... I could be painting some mystical creature... laying in bed... laying in the grass.... taking pictures... thinking about Jared....
hopefully i'll come home with something good and make you go 'awwww... my babe is such a good artist[sorta]'
thats the only thing im excited for about this trip....
[I was starting to get worried about when you were coming home... but I saw that you textededed me]
anyways, thats the only thing im excited about. I havnt drawn, or painted in a very long time.... im hoping my skills will be sorta good still....
BTW!!! your only allowed to read one from each blog a day.... or maybe two depending on how many I type out for you Jared.
What do you think I'd be doing right now? what are you doing right now? Ever think about that? what could the person you used to be friends with,... your ex's, your cousins... people who are in or used to be in your life...
the people you used to be sooo closed to.... what do you think they are doing?
what do you think they are thinking about?
is their lives stable? are they alright?
I wonder what you were doing before you read this...
how was your day?
Today right now.... I could be painting some mystical creature... laying in bed... laying in the grass.... taking pictures... thinking about Jared....
Dentist & Vampires
omg....
so today I went to the dentist...
was supposed to get two top teeth done, and three bottom teeth done.... I got the numbing shots... and yes, those hurt.... and than i got one tooth drilled into, and than all the drills in the place stopped....
ugh. so I was sent home with some temporary cement on my tooth...
than they called and said to come back at 2:30....
so at 2 something, I drove down and got it all numbed up all over again.
this time they had the dental assistant named Wilow... you can tell she is new at this whole thing, and goes from dentist to dentist....
anyways... she was like tugging my mouth to the left, and the dentist was like 'can you face me' and... well I kinda cant when she is pulling as hard as she possibly could to the left....
anyways, that was a huge pain in the ass...
but before, when I was just sitting waiting to be called in, my friend Boo was talking to me about vampires......
now for anyone who believes in Vampires... well, your either stupid, or stupider, or semi realistic, yet still stupid, or your just scary.
but I hate it when people diss twilight... because... what, in Buffy vampires burn in the sun? older movies, vampires are allergic or whatever, to garlic.... and vampires cant see themselves in mirrors?
Well One... anything made up of atoms... anything you can touch, hold, and see,... you can see in a mirror.... its physically impossible for a mirror to not reflect a reflection....
two... vampires would only go out at night because there is a less possibility of getting caught killing something... as do gang bangers....
and party people.... club people.... teenagers..... when are they usually out? or driving or walking home from a party? at night....
only little kids, parents, and hippies are usually out during the day time on a regular basis...
so why would vampires be out all the time?
allergic to garlic? what the hell?
anyways, your here... and now your not =[
Im going to miss you soooooo much, like you have no idea ='(
I hope you stay out of trouble.... and I hope you stay safe....
and I hope you dont miss me tooo much
I <3 you so so so sosososososososooooososososososoooo muuuuch!!!!!!!!
[Its so fluffy!! D< ]
miss ya babe
so today I went to the dentist...
was supposed to get two top teeth done, and three bottom teeth done.... I got the numbing shots... and yes, those hurt.... and than i got one tooth drilled into, and than all the drills in the place stopped....
ugh. so I was sent home with some temporary cement on my tooth...
than they called and said to come back at 2:30....
so at 2 something, I drove down and got it all numbed up all over again.
this time they had the dental assistant named Wilow... you can tell she is new at this whole thing, and goes from dentist to dentist....
anyways... she was like tugging my mouth to the left, and the dentist was like 'can you face me' and... well I kinda cant when she is pulling as hard as she possibly could to the left....
anyways, that was a huge pain in the ass...
but before, when I was just sitting waiting to be called in, my friend Boo was talking to me about vampires......
now for anyone who believes in Vampires... well, your either stupid, or stupider, or semi realistic, yet still stupid, or your just scary.
but I hate it when people diss twilight... because... what, in Buffy vampires burn in the sun? older movies, vampires are allergic or whatever, to garlic.... and vampires cant see themselves in mirrors?
Well One... anything made up of atoms... anything you can touch, hold, and see,... you can see in a mirror.... its physically impossible for a mirror to not reflect a reflection....
two... vampires would only go out at night because there is a less possibility of getting caught killing something... as do gang bangers....
and party people.... club people.... teenagers..... when are they usually out? or driving or walking home from a party? at night....
only little kids, parents, and hippies are usually out during the day time on a regular basis...
so why would vampires be out all the time?
allergic to garlic? what the hell?
anyways, your here... and now your not =[
Im going to miss you soooooo much, like you have no idea ='(
I hope you stay out of trouble.... and I hope you stay safe....
and I hope you dont miss me tooo much
I <3 you so so so sosososososososooooososososososoooo muuuuch!!!!!!!!
[Its so fluffy!! D< ]
miss ya babe
Picture Review
sometimes I'll look at my pictures and just say 'damn,... I have a weird shaped face."
I'll look at my pictures... and just say 'fuck it'
these people on America's next top model.....
they got it hard,.... but im sure after they get eliminated... they have all these people calling them off the hook to book with them.
I'll look at my pictures... and just say 'fuck it'
these people on America's next top model.....
they got it hard,.... but im sure after they get eliminated... they have all these people calling them off the hook to book with them.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Im done
I'll post when I want.
yesterday me and Jared went to Renaissance fair.... I didnt really find it that fun this time....
than I wasted so much gas getting audi and Jared to some stupid rave....
in a way.... Im slowly giving up on almost everything.
the store, having friends, having a life, doing anything...
I just want to go back to California.... so.. bad.
I dont want to go camping,... I dont want to be part of the SCA anymore, I dont care about anyone anymore...
my computer is fucking up... I give up on modeling....
I just give up.
I mean, I've lost like, all my friends,.... The only friends I have really in colorado, is Jessika,... and shes in the springs.
nothing happens in my life thats... OMG amazing. so im done posting these blogs....
I've realized that nothing happy happens enough in my life to post anymore...
It just brings depression.
because Jared keeps complaining... "the day we met up with leslie, he kept carring me so I didnt have to walk in the water, aw, how cute'
the end... >.>
yesterday me and Jared went to Renaissance fair.... I didnt really find it that fun this time....
than I wasted so much gas getting audi and Jared to some stupid rave....
in a way.... Im slowly giving up on almost everything.
the store, having friends, having a life, doing anything...
I just want to go back to California.... so.. bad.
I dont want to go camping,... I dont want to be part of the SCA anymore, I dont care about anyone anymore...
my computer is fucking up... I give up on modeling....
I just give up.
I mean, I've lost like, all my friends,.... The only friends I have really in colorado, is Jessika,... and shes in the springs.
nothing happens in my life thats... OMG amazing. so im done posting these blogs....
I've realized that nothing happy happens enough in my life to post anymore...
It just brings depression.
because Jared keeps complaining... "the day we met up with leslie, he kept carring me so I didnt have to walk in the water, aw, how cute'
the end... >.>
Monday, June 21, 2010
day 86
father's day
so yesterday I left out a neat hat I got from the renfair for my dad, and a card...
I woke up about 9 something.... and he said the card made him cry.
aw
anyways, so my dad and I didnt know what we wanted to do for the day, so we just drove around, went to an auto shop.... idk which one, but we got some stuff for my car..
I was in a very very irritated mood that day.
but pretty much that day was nothing but crap....
I cant even remember what all happened yesterday...
but I was chilling at home for the most part...
but me and Jared were not getting along. I hate it when that happens. Its like he never listens to me.... or doesnt pay attention, or doesnt reply to my 'important' texts... or doesnt know how to put punctuation marks in his texts so I end up misreading them, and stuff....
It really pisses me off....
I get irritated when people dont actually think, or pay attention to me...
I hope my stressing out-ness goes away soon....
Im so tired of going to bed all sad and upset
so yesterday I left out a neat hat I got from the renfair for my dad, and a card...
I woke up about 9 something.... and he said the card made him cry.
aw
anyways, so my dad and I didnt know what we wanted to do for the day, so we just drove around, went to an auto shop.... idk which one, but we got some stuff for my car..
I was in a very very irritated mood that day.
but pretty much that day was nothing but crap....
I cant even remember what all happened yesterday...
but I was chilling at home for the most part...
but me and Jared were not getting along. I hate it when that happens. Its like he never listens to me.... or doesnt pay attention, or doesnt reply to my 'important' texts... or doesnt know how to put punctuation marks in his texts so I end up misreading them, and stuff....
It really pisses me off....
I get irritated when people dont actually think, or pay attention to me...
I hope my stressing out-ness goes away soon....
Im so tired of going to bed all sad and upset
Sunday, June 20, 2010
84 & 85
Day 84..... I had to ask Jared what happened....
"well i was working and then we went to sinsation and ate at the denver diner and you got chilie fries"
But yea, I guess I was in a rush to make dreads cause I wanted to wear dreads, and was HELLA trying to find clothes but nope... just found lame stuff. I was on the flyer for sinsation so I was pretty excited... it ended up turning out to be another bust,... but it was still fun.
but I was looking at all these pictures, or maybe it was the fact that I had watched The Time Traveler's Wife not too long ago, and I liked her hair, so I was debating if I wanted to curl my hair, or dreads... Jared has never seen my hair curled so I decided to give that a try.
anyways, I went to pick Jared up, and we went to Sinsation,... there was a scary little drunk dude... he was tiny... and I couldnt tell if he was just drunk, or if there was something else wrong....
There was this boy in my class in High school and there was something a 'little' wrong with him.... him, and the drunk dude, walked and stood the same way... with putting as little pressure on one of the ankles which is turned like all the way out.
anyways, I got some of the flyers and posters of me, and other shit, and stuffs... and.... talked to Ben and Nigel, and some of the other people,... than I got hungry ish....
so after a while we went to this diner... and I got the GROSSEST looking chilie cheese fries ever... it looked like cat puke!!
and than I took Jared home... I hate driving at night... I really... really.... REALLY do. I cant wait till Jared gets a car... I'll lilke never drive at night ever again....
day 85...
jared: "we hung out and watched a movie and went to things that glow didnt get tickets and ran out of gas and such you made dreads while i slept and.....also went to gordmans and that was pretty much it"
so I woke up at like 8:30 and was DEAD tired.... and when I got to Jared's house his dad started bitching. but we took a nap, or tried to anyways, when I wake up I kinda cant go back to bed. than we watched a lame movie,... than went to my house... he took like a 2 hour nap, and I made some dreads....
I kept trying to wake Jared up cause I didnt know what time my dad was coming home, so I didnt want to take a nap with Jared... but I kept trying to wake him up cause I was getting super sad and lonely, but he didnt want to wake up.
but anyways, once he did wake up with just chilled, than decided we were going to go out and get money from auodi, than went to things that glow, but they closed early cause the computers shut down,... so we ended up not getting tickets,... so we went to Gordman's and as soon as we got slightly into the parking spot, my car ran out of gas... yea... and it was like,... well it said it wasnt empty... gr. so we went into the store after Jared pushed the car into the parking spot....
did I mention its a 91 camero? a heavy car. anyways... so we went to the store and I couldnt find anything, so we went to the gas station and they didnt have any gas cans, so we had to go to walmart, got a premade pizza, and than FINALLY filled up my car... went home, and I kinda burnt the pizza.. but it was still good.
than I fell asleep, and when Jared was calling my name, I could hear him, and I think at like the second time he called me, I like jumped into the air... lol
anyways, I took him home, and was hella.... fucking,... dead... tired.
but I survived another sleepy drive
I got home and saw pictures of Tristan's 1st bday.... no one even told me....
I dont even consider myself part of their family anymore....
it almost made me cry
and I saw that Ronnie's gf is now staying in Turlock.... hm.
=/
"well i was working and then we went to sinsation and ate at the denver diner and you got chilie fries"
But yea, I guess I was in a rush to make dreads cause I wanted to wear dreads, and was HELLA trying to find clothes but nope... just found lame stuff. I was on the flyer for sinsation so I was pretty excited... it ended up turning out to be another bust,... but it was still fun.
but I was looking at all these pictures, or maybe it was the fact that I had watched The Time Traveler's Wife not too long ago, and I liked her hair, so I was debating if I wanted to curl my hair, or dreads... Jared has never seen my hair curled so I decided to give that a try.
anyways, I went to pick Jared up, and we went to Sinsation,... there was a scary little drunk dude... he was tiny... and I couldnt tell if he was just drunk, or if there was something else wrong....
There was this boy in my class in High school and there was something a 'little' wrong with him.... him, and the drunk dude, walked and stood the same way... with putting as little pressure on one of the ankles which is turned like all the way out.
anyways, I got some of the flyers and posters of me, and other shit, and stuffs... and.... talked to Ben and Nigel, and some of the other people,... than I got hungry ish....
so after a while we went to this diner... and I got the GROSSEST looking chilie cheese fries ever... it looked like cat puke!!
and than I took Jared home... I hate driving at night... I really... really.... REALLY do. I cant wait till Jared gets a car... I'll lilke never drive at night ever again....
day 85...
jared: "we hung out and watched a movie and went to things that glow didnt get tickets and ran out of gas and such you made dreads while i slept and.....also went to gordmans and that was pretty much it"
so I woke up at like 8:30 and was DEAD tired.... and when I got to Jared's house his dad started bitching. but we took a nap, or tried to anyways, when I wake up I kinda cant go back to bed. than we watched a lame movie,... than went to my house... he took like a 2 hour nap, and I made some dreads....
I kept trying to wake Jared up cause I didnt know what time my dad was coming home, so I didnt want to take a nap with Jared... but I kept trying to wake him up cause I was getting super sad and lonely, but he didnt want to wake up.
but anyways, once he did wake up with just chilled, than decided we were going to go out and get money from auodi, than went to things that glow, but they closed early cause the computers shut down,... so we ended up not getting tickets,... so we went to Gordman's and as soon as we got slightly into the parking spot, my car ran out of gas... yea... and it was like,... well it said it wasnt empty... gr. so we went into the store after Jared pushed the car into the parking spot....
did I mention its a 91 camero? a heavy car. anyways... so we went to the store and I couldnt find anything, so we went to the gas station and they didnt have any gas cans, so we had to go to walmart, got a premade pizza, and than FINALLY filled up my car... went home, and I kinda burnt the pizza.. but it was still good.
than I fell asleep, and when Jared was calling my name, I could hear him, and I think at like the second time he called me, I like jumped into the air... lol
anyways, I took him home, and was hella.... fucking,... dead... tired.
but I survived another sleepy drive
I got home and saw pictures of Tristan's 1st bday.... no one even told me....
I dont even consider myself part of their family anymore....
it almost made me cry
and I saw that Ronnie's gf is now staying in Turlock.... hm.
=/
Thursday, June 17, 2010
81 & 82 & 83
so day 81.... what day was that?
not a clue. I cant wait till this stupid thing is up... Im tired of writing everyday...
I guess I'll go back to writing about when something is important only.
anyways... so the other day,... I'll say yesterday. no... the day before.
I think I just sat around? all day...
and than I went to my first business class. yaaay right? no, it was on Insurance. omfg... no... not boring.
I want to get to an IMPORTANT class first so I can get my store quicker,... and than the rest can come.... where I'll wait till those classes are over to actually START my business if that makes any sense.
Class was from 6:30 till about 9 cause... we were all out of questions.
anyways....
day 82.
the only thing I can remember was waking up to Virus asking me if I want to go to a sex party... yes...
anyways, afterwards I was rather irritated for the rest of the day...
but later that day I decided to dress in something interesting...
dude... can you imagine that the first lord of the rings was almost 10 years ago??
anyways... so anyways, me and Jared decided to walk around downtown...
the first time I walked outside of that house that day, I felt like I was in Turlock. I have been thinking about turlock alot lately...
I have been in Colorado for almost a year.... and I still hate it here.
anyways! I walked outside, went to jared's house, and omg, I swear, he is slow... but this time it was his mom. but I still got irritated with him :(
so we walked downtown, walked all over, and I totally fogot the dreads in the car, so we had to walk all the way down to the car again, but this time decided to drive to the skatepark instead of walking back....
fornado was there again,... him and sam are the only two I talk at the skate park...
was funny cause Jared was all like 'idk where my girl went' and fornado said he'd find me,... well Jared found me first, but fornado was all like 'i knew you'd be on this side... you always sit here'
anyways, we met up with leslie and her bf, and two of her other friends. it wasnt really what I expected, but we ended up going to some coffee shop called Paris something....
Jared thought he saw the one dude that snitched on him and put him in Jail.... good thing he didnt start a fight because it was the wrong guy, and the coffee shop was full of punks... and even if all these punks [literally punks... not a bunch of kid punks, for the term 'a bunch of punks' but I mean, punks'] and he would have got killed....
I actually miss all my punk friends.... I really miss them. Especially Taz and Dom =[
anyways, we ended up going home and watching part of a movie... The diaries of anne frank... but i was sooo tired that we stopped watching it... and I got irritated cause Jared didnt want to sleep over....
Im so used to guys taking risks.... that idk.
anyways... that was the past few days.
day 83
I woke up..... at 9 went to Jared's house, layed there for a while... I was very tired.
we ended up going to my house and watched the rest of the movie...
and than I took him to work around 1 and went home, but as I did, some guy called from Access something Talent... something something something.
it was to set up an interview. they are a modeling scouting thing... but they charge... so its a total scam.
oh well.
I ended up taking a nap for a long ass time, like, 4-7 I've been waaay too tired lately. anyways, my dad made spaghetti and than we went out to go buy movies... well get movies for free actually.
I wanted to get shurlock Holmes... or the time travelers wife... which I got... and my dad got Holmes.
Jared told me to get holmes... of course... what guy likes romance movies, right?
No one =/
Im over these blogs.... too boring.
not a clue. I cant wait till this stupid thing is up... Im tired of writing everyday...
I guess I'll go back to writing about when something is important only.
anyways... so the other day,... I'll say yesterday. no... the day before.
I think I just sat around? all day...
and than I went to my first business class. yaaay right? no, it was on Insurance. omfg... no... not boring.
I want to get to an IMPORTANT class first so I can get my store quicker,... and than the rest can come.... where I'll wait till those classes are over to actually START my business if that makes any sense.
Class was from 6:30 till about 9 cause... we were all out of questions.
anyways....
day 82.
the only thing I can remember was waking up to Virus asking me if I want to go to a sex party... yes...
anyways, afterwards I was rather irritated for the rest of the day...
but later that day I decided to dress in something interesting...
dude... can you imagine that the first lord of the rings was almost 10 years ago??
anyways... so anyways, me and Jared decided to walk around downtown...
the first time I walked outside of that house that day, I felt like I was in Turlock. I have been thinking about turlock alot lately...
I have been in Colorado for almost a year.... and I still hate it here.
anyways! I walked outside, went to jared's house, and omg, I swear, he is slow... but this time it was his mom. but I still got irritated with him :(
so we walked downtown, walked all over, and I totally fogot the dreads in the car, so we had to walk all the way down to the car again, but this time decided to drive to the skatepark instead of walking back....
fornado was there again,... him and sam are the only two I talk at the skate park...
was funny cause Jared was all like 'idk where my girl went' and fornado said he'd find me,... well Jared found me first, but fornado was all like 'i knew you'd be on this side... you always sit here'
anyways, we met up with leslie and her bf, and two of her other friends. it wasnt really what I expected, but we ended up going to some coffee shop called Paris something....
Jared thought he saw the one dude that snitched on him and put him in Jail.... good thing he didnt start a fight because it was the wrong guy, and the coffee shop was full of punks... and even if all these punks [literally punks... not a bunch of kid punks, for the term 'a bunch of punks' but I mean, punks'] and he would have got killed....
I actually miss all my punk friends.... I really miss them. Especially Taz and Dom =[
anyways, we ended up going home and watching part of a movie... The diaries of anne frank... but i was sooo tired that we stopped watching it... and I got irritated cause Jared didnt want to sleep over....
Im so used to guys taking risks.... that idk.
anyways... that was the past few days.
day 83
I woke up..... at 9 went to Jared's house, layed there for a while... I was very tired.
we ended up going to my house and watched the rest of the movie...
and than I took him to work around 1 and went home, but as I did, some guy called from Access something Talent... something something something.
it was to set up an interview. they are a modeling scouting thing... but they charge... so its a total scam.
oh well.
I ended up taking a nap for a long ass time, like, 4-7 I've been waaay too tired lately. anyways, my dad made spaghetti and than we went out to go buy movies... well get movies for free actually.
I wanted to get shurlock Holmes... or the time travelers wife... which I got... and my dad got Holmes.
Jared told me to get holmes... of course... what guy likes romance movies, right?
No one =/
Im over these blogs.... too boring.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
76 77 78 79 80?
I have NO clue what day im on now. fuuuck.
all I remember is....
nothing.
thursday....I cant remember. One of those days Jared came over after work, which he was supposed to work like 5am and came over not long after work... and one of the days he was supposed to come with me to a photoshoot but didnt want to so I got sooo lost.... and I was crying for soooo long =[
I dont like it when guys leave me when im crying, or bail on me, or let me go off on my own when I dont know where im going.... I get hella scared
friday I.... dont even remember. But we went to go pick up Jared's check and it was raining. and chip didnt show up to give the rest of the money.... but his phone was off
Saturday I went to Jared's house to fix the outfits....
Sunday was the renna fair which was really fun, and I got to spend time with Jessika, my dad gave me some money, I saw klaa,.... and Jared was really funny that day. I got a pirate coat for $200 and it was just fun.
I came home sunday night and fell asleep at Jared's house... my ankle was hurting a lot....
and Jared's mom got mad cause I was there for too long, and Jared and his mom were fighting....
parents these days... ugh. I swear.
Monday, Jared came over and we chilled, and went to a few reptile stores.... I still say the one in Oceanside is far the best... Oh,...
AND JARED FINALLY ASKED ME OUT!!! awww.... how cute.
6-14-10
now we have a date set.
Than I was supposed to give the dreads to leslie but she couldnt make it so we went to the skatepark and met up with sam and..... gr, that other guy who calls me Princess Laya or however you spell her name.
it was funny... they were both play flirting with me,.... :] it was all too cute.
oh, and I saw Andrew at the bus stop xDD haha!!!
all I remember is....
nothing.
thursday....I cant remember. One of those days Jared came over after work, which he was supposed to work like 5am and came over not long after work... and one of the days he was supposed to come with me to a photoshoot but didnt want to so I got sooo lost.... and I was crying for soooo long =[
I dont like it when guys leave me when im crying, or bail on me, or let me go off on my own when I dont know where im going.... I get hella scared
friday I.... dont even remember. But we went to go pick up Jared's check and it was raining. and chip didnt show up to give the rest of the money.... but his phone was off
Saturday I went to Jared's house to fix the outfits....
Sunday was the renna fair which was really fun, and I got to spend time with Jessika, my dad gave me some money, I saw klaa,.... and Jared was really funny that day. I got a pirate coat for $200 and it was just fun.
I came home sunday night and fell asleep at Jared's house... my ankle was hurting a lot....
and Jared's mom got mad cause I was there for too long, and Jared and his mom were fighting....
parents these days... ugh. I swear.
Monday, Jared came over and we chilled, and went to a few reptile stores.... I still say the one in Oceanside is far the best... Oh,...
AND JARED FINALLY ASKED ME OUT!!! awww.... how cute.
6-14-10
now we have a date set.
Than I was supposed to give the dreads to leslie but she couldnt make it so we went to the skatepark and met up with sam and..... gr, that other guy who calls me Princess Laya or however you spell her name.
it was funny... they were both play flirting with me,.... :] it was all too cute.
oh, and I saw Andrew at the bus stop xDD haha!!!
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
75
Yesterday was rather boring....
I spent most of the day taking care of the dreads, and fixing them up.
Than me and a bunch of friends decided to meet up at the fair,... me and jess are going this sunday.
I hope to have enough money to even DO something. =[
than leslie wants to go but idk what day she wants to go, than i wanna go with my dad too one day.
anyways, I also spent most of the day trying to figure out how im going to fix Jared's outfit. we're gonna be like a pirate couple ^-^ woot woot
Chip ended up coming over cause he left a bag of trash that apparently had important stuff in it, so I just left it infront of my door.... than he tried saying that he was sorry for his attitude and just wanted to be cool with everyone.... but I told him that was highly impossible....
than he went back to being an ass. haha!!!
Than supposidly he had phone screen cover thingies that he left, or fell out of the bag, and so he was all like 'if you dont give those back, Im only paying you $38 cause those covers were $12 and if you dont find my shit, Im not going to pay you everything' well its not my fault he made a mess in my room and scattered everything.
so anyways, I ended up cooking some food.... not a clue what I was cooking, but it ended up being pretty fricken good :]
and that was my day pretty much.
Jared didnt seem to be having a good day, and I felt really bad so I decided that we'd hang out today so I can get his stuffs.
than Klaa text me saying that his gf broke up with him. I felt bad for that too....
You just kinda gotta wonder if he'll ever find someone again... I hope so.
anyways, I wasnt having a good night, and it was just horrible.
I spent most of the day taking care of the dreads, and fixing them up.
Than me and a bunch of friends decided to meet up at the fair,... me and jess are going this sunday.
I hope to have enough money to even DO something. =[
than leslie wants to go but idk what day she wants to go, than i wanna go with my dad too one day.
anyways, I also spent most of the day trying to figure out how im going to fix Jared's outfit. we're gonna be like a pirate couple ^-^ woot woot
Chip ended up coming over cause he left a bag of trash that apparently had important stuff in it, so I just left it infront of my door.... than he tried saying that he was sorry for his attitude and just wanted to be cool with everyone.... but I told him that was highly impossible....
than he went back to being an ass. haha!!!
Than supposidly he had phone screen cover thingies that he left, or fell out of the bag, and so he was all like 'if you dont give those back, Im only paying you $38 cause those covers were $12 and if you dont find my shit, Im not going to pay you everything' well its not my fault he made a mess in my room and scattered everything.
so anyways, I ended up cooking some food.... not a clue what I was cooking, but it ended up being pretty fricken good :]
and that was my day pretty much.
Jared didnt seem to be having a good day, and I felt really bad so I decided that we'd hang out today so I can get his stuffs.
than Klaa text me saying that his gf broke up with him. I felt bad for that too....
You just kinda gotta wonder if he'll ever find someone again... I hope so.
anyways, I wasnt having a good night, and it was just horrible.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Day 74
Yesterday started kinda harsh with the whole chip and klaa thing...
than chip decided he wanted to be rude to klaa aswell....
ugh.
So than I decided to do some dreads again.... and Ronnie text saying he didnt want to come to colorado cause taking care of his new baby would take a toll on him. ugh...
and rich wasnt going to come unless ronnie came. You know what? I think its his fricken gf....
I hate girls sooooo much sometimes... actually, I hate people in general. They always gotta ruin things for others.
What the f ever though.
anyways, Klaa decided he wanted to surprise me and jared [sorta] yaaay!!!
it was supposed to be our cleaning day.... but oh well. I like seeing Jared, and I havnt seen Klaa in forever, so that was nice.
I met his girly friend, shes cute.
so we went and Klaa passed his turn off, so we went a bunch of different crazy ways.... and I ended up seeing this pretty lake....
Well when we met up with Jared... who was FRICKEN hot that day... and I asked him about it,.... apparently that was another surprise of his
anyways, we ended up going to ihop.
It was fun :]
Than we went up to the moutains. yaay....
but,... i liked the first trip we went on.
we went offroading, and it was hella bumpy, and I kkept thinking that Klaa was gonna mess up his jeep.
We found a few nice spots to take pictures, and to sit and chill. :]
It was nice. Me and Jared were just talking about the shop, and new plans since rich and ronnie arnt comming, which is kinda really upsetting me. I was sooooo looking forward to them coming =[
I didnt expect ronnie to come cause I expected that his gf was going to hold him back,... but rich said he was without ronnie....
but whatever. Im not too upset since they are pretty much like brothers.
anyways, we headed back home, and klaa dropped me and jared off at my house. My dad hadnt gotten my car plates, but he said it was fine if I took his car.
so we watched 'Man of Honor' it was pretty good.... pretty long cause there was a commercial every like 5 minutes. gr.
Anyways when it was time to take him home we ended up talking about my mom. it was pretty sad and.... junk. than my dad was getting irritated because i was gone so long, and totally blamed me for his lack of sleep.....
I really..... REALLY hope he isnt putting a curfew on me when I start driving my car..... I REALLY hope he doesnt.
I'd hate to be 21 and have to be home at 1 am every morning, and have to check in with my dad every fricken hour to tell him whats going on.....
than chip decided he wanted to be rude to klaa aswell....
ugh.
So than I decided to do some dreads again.... and Ronnie text saying he didnt want to come to colorado cause taking care of his new baby would take a toll on him. ugh...
and rich wasnt going to come unless ronnie came. You know what? I think its his fricken gf....
I hate girls sooooo much sometimes... actually, I hate people in general. They always gotta ruin things for others.
What the f ever though.
anyways, Klaa decided he wanted to surprise me and jared [sorta] yaaay!!!
it was supposed to be our cleaning day.... but oh well. I like seeing Jared, and I havnt seen Klaa in forever, so that was nice.
I met his girly friend, shes cute.
so we went and Klaa passed his turn off, so we went a bunch of different crazy ways.... and I ended up seeing this pretty lake....
Well when we met up with Jared... who was FRICKEN hot that day... and I asked him about it,.... apparently that was another surprise of his
anyways, we ended up going to ihop.
It was fun :]
Than we went up to the moutains. yaay....
but,... i liked the first trip we went on.
we went offroading, and it was hella bumpy, and I kkept thinking that Klaa was gonna mess up his jeep.
We found a few nice spots to take pictures, and to sit and chill. :]
It was nice. Me and Jared were just talking about the shop, and new plans since rich and ronnie arnt comming, which is kinda really upsetting me. I was sooooo looking forward to them coming =[
I didnt expect ronnie to come cause I expected that his gf was going to hold him back,... but rich said he was without ronnie....
but whatever. Im not too upset since they are pretty much like brothers.
anyways, we headed back home, and klaa dropped me and jared off at my house. My dad hadnt gotten my car plates, but he said it was fine if I took his car.
so we watched 'Man of Honor' it was pretty good.... pretty long cause there was a commercial every like 5 minutes. gr.
Anyways when it was time to take him home we ended up talking about my mom. it was pretty sad and.... junk. than my dad was getting irritated because i was gone so long, and totally blamed me for his lack of sleep.....
I really..... REALLY hope he isnt putting a curfew on me when I start driving my car..... I REALLY hope he doesnt.
I'd hate to be 21 and have to be home at 1 am every morning, and have to check in with my dad every fricken hour to tell him whats going on.....
Sunday, June 6, 2010
72 & 73
I want to post these in the morning so im more awake........ but oh well.
yesterday [day 72] Jared came over early and we took a loong nap.
I had a dream that he found this drug, and I got mad at him because he wouldnt throw it away, and he got mad at me and left me....
I know it wont ever happen, but thats now kinda like a fear of mine =[
Sad thing is when I woke up and asked him if he'd get mad at me if I told him to stop doing drugs [back in the day when he used to do drugs] he said yes.....
Anyways, we got up, I did some dreads, we called around for a few cars, than made breakfast.... sorta lol.
Anyways, we walked to the bus stop, which as kinda far, and I was kinda upset because I told him ahead of time I wanted to go to the gas station.... but he kinda ignored me.
In fact, I dont even want to talk about the whole walk to the bus stop... but once we got there, we just layed in the gras and waited for the bus. Im going to miss waiting for the bus on a nice day.
But we laied there and it was really nice and cute.
Than we finally got to a gas satation once the bus dropped us off... and the stuuuupid ATM would only do $200 at a time... no good.
so Jared got me a coffee... I was hella tired
well it was a capachino
anyways, than we went to meet up with the people who were selling a mustang...
it was nice,... alright, but not what I really wanted...
it was great and everything...
so we decided to buy it. the guy didnt come back into town till monday though and he needed to be here to sign it off...
so the people took us home.
the girl had a purse like mine only bigger, and her name was crystal too.... but she was mexican.
the little girl they had was crying her head off.... idk why they even brought the little girl. made no sense at all....
[OMG MOJOKISS JUST TOTALLY MADE MY NIGHT!!! Besides Jared, but yea, yaaay!!!]
[IMG]http://i49.tinypic.com/2d95gmu.jpg[/IMG]
anyways,... I was kinda in a pissy mood, cause I kinda felt like jared was telling me which cars to get cause those were the ones HE liked....
and... I just complaine dand complained and complained... and I feel HORRIBLE... complaing is lame.
anyways, we ended up watching boondacks saints 2 or however its spelt.... yea,.... it was kinda boring.
I love the first one a lot more
anyways, after a while my dad came home, and totally let Jared sleep over! But he had to sleep on the couch.
We had been waiting for him to come home so we could get a ride to the store so I could get all my girl stuff and so we could check out the other car... but it was a little too late.
But my dad let us take his car up to the store....
so we went to the store.... must I say, just going to the store with Jared was really fun and cute. He totally makes me smile.
Anyways.... we got home and when it was time to go to bed,... I wanted him to come into the room till I fell asleep.... But..... he didnt want to....
He was too freaked out about my dad finding out that he was sitting with me.... till I fell asleep =/
So I fell asleep alone.
Day 73
I woke up, and found my dad cooked food for us.... I took a shower, got ready, came out and just tapped Jared on the head. I love how easy it is to wake him up, but Im sure that at one point of time Im going to hate it..... waking up, making breakfast or whatever.
Anyways Jared called a few places.... he helped sooo much. Im sooo greatful to have him :]
anyways, we went to a few places drove around, looked at cars.
we looked at a 91 camero....
and two other cars.
the first one didnt look too good,... well except the body style.... which I LOVED!
the second one wasnt so good running
and the third one was perfectly fine except a little odds and ends here, and for some odd reason I was so set on the first one.
I thought about it...
and... yea.
so we got the first one. the 91 camero.
I want to work on it, and fix it up, and hopefully it'll be a really great car.
anyways so we went to get some stuff, than BK... came home, and talked for a while, and watched the incredibals, and toy story 2
and talked some more.
at one point of time Jared said he kinda wanted to take my phone whenever derrick would text... which kinda sadden me. I could understand him but derrick is never online so he never knows any updates
oh, I found out Jared likes the avatar as well... avatar... the last airbender... not the blue animal people.
kinda... weeiiirrrddd...
anyways, than we were talking about how idk if I wanna stay in colorado,... so idk what all I want to do right now.
but I deff want Jared to be with me at all times....
yesterday [day 72] Jared came over early and we took a loong nap.
I had a dream that he found this drug, and I got mad at him because he wouldnt throw it away, and he got mad at me and left me....
I know it wont ever happen, but thats now kinda like a fear of mine =[
Sad thing is when I woke up and asked him if he'd get mad at me if I told him to stop doing drugs [back in the day when he used to do drugs] he said yes.....
Anyways, we got up, I did some dreads, we called around for a few cars, than made breakfast.... sorta lol.
Anyways, we walked to the bus stop, which as kinda far, and I was kinda upset because I told him ahead of time I wanted to go to the gas station.... but he kinda ignored me.
In fact, I dont even want to talk about the whole walk to the bus stop... but once we got there, we just layed in the gras and waited for the bus. Im going to miss waiting for the bus on a nice day.
But we laied there and it was really nice and cute.
Than we finally got to a gas satation once the bus dropped us off... and the stuuuupid ATM would only do $200 at a time... no good.
so Jared got me a coffee... I was hella tired
well it was a capachino
anyways, than we went to meet up with the people who were selling a mustang...
it was nice,... alright, but not what I really wanted...
it was great and everything...
so we decided to buy it. the guy didnt come back into town till monday though and he needed to be here to sign it off...
so the people took us home.
the girl had a purse like mine only bigger, and her name was crystal too.... but she was mexican.
the little girl they had was crying her head off.... idk why they even brought the little girl. made no sense at all....
[OMG MOJOKISS JUST TOTALLY MADE MY NIGHT!!! Besides Jared, but yea, yaaay!!!]
[IMG]http://i49.tinypic.com/2d95gmu.jpg[/IMG]
anyways,... I was kinda in a pissy mood, cause I kinda felt like jared was telling me which cars to get cause those were the ones HE liked....
and... I just complaine dand complained and complained... and I feel HORRIBLE... complaing is lame.
anyways, we ended up watching boondacks saints 2 or however its spelt.... yea,.... it was kinda boring.
I love the first one a lot more
anyways, after a while my dad came home, and totally let Jared sleep over! But he had to sleep on the couch.
We had been waiting for him to come home so we could get a ride to the store so I could get all my girl stuff and so we could check out the other car... but it was a little too late.
But my dad let us take his car up to the store....
so we went to the store.... must I say, just going to the store with Jared was really fun and cute. He totally makes me smile.
Anyways.... we got home and when it was time to go to bed,... I wanted him to come into the room till I fell asleep.... But..... he didnt want to....
He was too freaked out about my dad finding out that he was sitting with me.... till I fell asleep =/
So I fell asleep alone.
Day 73
I woke up, and found my dad cooked food for us.... I took a shower, got ready, came out and just tapped Jared on the head. I love how easy it is to wake him up, but Im sure that at one point of time Im going to hate it..... waking up, making breakfast or whatever.
Anyways Jared called a few places.... he helped sooo much. Im sooo greatful to have him :]
anyways, we went to a few places drove around, looked at cars.
we looked at a 91 camero....
and two other cars.
the first one didnt look too good,... well except the body style.... which I LOVED!
the second one wasnt so good running
and the third one was perfectly fine except a little odds and ends here, and for some odd reason I was so set on the first one.
I thought about it...
and... yea.
so we got the first one. the 91 camero.
I want to work on it, and fix it up, and hopefully it'll be a really great car.
anyways so we went to get some stuff, than BK... came home, and talked for a while, and watched the incredibals, and toy story 2
and talked some more.
at one point of time Jared said he kinda wanted to take my phone whenever derrick would text... which kinda sadden me. I could understand him but derrick is never online so he never knows any updates
oh, I found out Jared likes the avatar as well... avatar... the last airbender... not the blue animal people.
kinda... weeiiirrrddd...
anyways, than we were talking about how idk if I wanna stay in colorado,... so idk what all I want to do right now.
but I deff want Jared to be with me at all times....
Saturday, June 5, 2010
71
Well, I looked for cars, did some dreads, and than headed off to the dentist office. the WHOLE place was closed causes everyday the WHOLE place goes out to lunch. I found that kinda lame. so we waited there till it was exactly 1....
We went in, and I had got my fillings. 3 fillings, and one of them was in the front. so, yay.
Than we got home after calling and calling my dad, so I sent him an email. yay for phones having internet.
Than he went back to work, and Jared was on his way. The guy with the eclipse called and wanted to know the plan. and right when he asked about the payments, Jared came over.
He was a really nice guy. Let us pay part of it, then part on saturday and we would have been able to take the car home.
My dad got off of work a little later than I thought, so Jared's mom had to take him to work. He had work at 6-5am so that sucked because when my dad and I went to go look at the car, he didnt really know what he was looking at.
It looked alright. I would have liked it except the back seats, and I didnt like the bra, and it had to stay on cause someone who had it in the past busted the front....
it had no radio, and the fog lights didnt work....
I was just bummed that the car sucked, and I was hoping for a car by sat.... oh well....
we came home and had kfc. I decided I wanted to try the famous bowl since my friend in cali,,.... well we were not friends for long. he was the one who invented it!!!! yup thats right :]
I actually didnt like it.
but we sat, and looked at a few more cars.... I seem to have a problem with saying numbers like '156,000,000 miles' I think my dad was getting irritated with correcting me all the time. =/
anyways, after a while I ended up making some more dreads. I hate back combing soooo much lol
We went in, and I had got my fillings. 3 fillings, and one of them was in the front. so, yay.
Than we got home after calling and calling my dad, so I sent him an email. yay for phones having internet.
Than he went back to work, and Jared was on his way. The guy with the eclipse called and wanted to know the plan. and right when he asked about the payments, Jared came over.
He was a really nice guy. Let us pay part of it, then part on saturday and we would have been able to take the car home.
My dad got off of work a little later than I thought, so Jared's mom had to take him to work. He had work at 6-5am so that sucked because when my dad and I went to go look at the car, he didnt really know what he was looking at.
It looked alright. I would have liked it except the back seats, and I didnt like the bra, and it had to stay on cause someone who had it in the past busted the front....
it had no radio, and the fog lights didnt work....
I was just bummed that the car sucked, and I was hoping for a car by sat.... oh well....
we came home and had kfc. I decided I wanted to try the famous bowl since my friend in cali,,.... well we were not friends for long. he was the one who invented it!!!! yup thats right :]
I actually didnt like it.
but we sat, and looked at a few more cars.... I seem to have a problem with saying numbers like '156,000,000 miles' I think my dad was getting irritated with correcting me all the time. =/
anyways, after a while I ended up making some more dreads. I hate back combing soooo much lol
Friday, June 4, 2010
Day 70! and part 71 mixed
wow, 70 already?
well... yesterday I spent most of the day looking for cars, and making dreads.... Im almost done with the order. yay! well, I still have like maybe 10 to backcomb still....
anyways.... so I found some good cars, yay! but today I found a firebird o.o it needs some work, but its only $1500
anyways, so yea, that was my day, and my dad came home early from a dentist appointment. ugh! he had to take some painkillers cause of all he got done. it gives me the chills....
along with the song gran torino idk whats with that song... its like.... so... sad, and has so much feeling behind it.
Too bad Jared doesnt enjoy slow songs.... =/ blah.
Yesterday we kinda got into an.... not argument, but idk... I made him upset. =[
I've been doing that alot lately, and im wondering whats coming over me....
its rather irritating.... or maybe its the fact that he irritates me and idk what to do because I guess I wanna tell him, or show him so he can 'stop' irritating me, and that showing is kinda like, gr.
anyways... I watched The Blind Side yesterday.... it was alright. I liked it towards the middle of the movie till the end. the beginning was hecka boring
Oh, and I got more hair. purple ones for the very first order I did, but since Brendish never got online for like a month idk if he still wanted it or not.
day 70
boring
exciting
boring
day 71
omg, i have my dentist appointment today, and I want that firebird...
and I want to clean but I dont have time. UGH!!!
well... yesterday I spent most of the day looking for cars, and making dreads.... Im almost done with the order. yay! well, I still have like maybe 10 to backcomb still....
anyways.... so I found some good cars, yay! but today I found a firebird o.o it needs some work, but its only $1500
anyways, so yea, that was my day, and my dad came home early from a dentist appointment. ugh! he had to take some painkillers cause of all he got done. it gives me the chills....
along with the song gran torino idk whats with that song... its like.... so... sad, and has so much feeling behind it.
Too bad Jared doesnt enjoy slow songs.... =/ blah.
Yesterday we kinda got into an.... not argument, but idk... I made him upset. =[
I've been doing that alot lately, and im wondering whats coming over me....
its rather irritating.... or maybe its the fact that he irritates me and idk what to do because I guess I wanna tell him, or show him so he can 'stop' irritating me, and that showing is kinda like, gr.
anyways... I watched The Blind Side yesterday.... it was alright. I liked it towards the middle of the movie till the end. the beginning was hecka boring
Oh, and I got more hair. purple ones for the very first order I did, but since Brendish never got online for like a month idk if he still wanted it or not.
day 70
boring
exciting
boring
day 71
omg, i have my dentist appointment today, and I want that firebird...
and I want to clean but I dont have time. UGH!!!
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Day 69
I woke up to Jared at my window :]
We took a nap but I couldnt really sleep so I decided to get online till I got bored, poked Jared, and finally woke him up....
around 12:30 we headed to the store to go buy some hair dye and when we got home we dyed my hair, than watched a lil of the Turlock video, washed my hair, finished the video, than sat outside, and realized I still had brown in my hair. what?! arg lol
Today was a relaxing day....
but yea, by the time my dad came home I realized I had been defrosting sausage, not beef =[ gr
but anyways, I ended up cooking enchiladas! and they were actually alright for my first time. Jared doesnt know how to cook.. he'd be a bad husband xD
Than he kinda upset me when I was trying to explain something, but he just wouldnt listen but I ended up chilling out, and showing him old pictures of me and after a while, I had to take him to the bus stop....
I wish I could just spend a night with him one day without having to worry about anything....
day 69
Jared snores.
ugh
We took a nap but I couldnt really sleep so I decided to get online till I got bored, poked Jared, and finally woke him up....
around 12:30 we headed to the store to go buy some hair dye and when we got home we dyed my hair, than watched a lil of the Turlock video, washed my hair, finished the video, than sat outside, and realized I still had brown in my hair. what?! arg lol
Today was a relaxing day....
but yea, by the time my dad came home I realized I had been defrosting sausage, not beef =[ gr
but anyways, I ended up cooking enchiladas! and they were actually alright for my first time. Jared doesnt know how to cook.. he'd be a bad husband xD
Than he kinda upset me when I was trying to explain something, but he just wouldnt listen but I ended up chilling out, and showing him old pictures of me and after a while, I had to take him to the bus stop....
I wish I could just spend a night with him one day without having to worry about anything....
day 69
Jared snores.
ugh
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
68
I woke up from a text this morning, and I was very very tired....
I text jared a little than fell back to sleep, or something along those lines, but anyways,... I finally woke up, and decided I was going to do some dreads so I didnt want to text Jared right away because I dont really like texting while doing it...
but I did some stuff online, did some dreads, text Jared, watched some videos on spacepainting and I wanna do some, but I think I can do some other more fun stuff,... and took another small nap, but like 10 minutes later my dad said he was coming home. Man, im STILL tired.
I would want to do space painting with Jared downtown, if we both can learn how to do it, I think if we both do it to make it fun, we could make money, but idk if I wanna spend money on 'learning' how to do it, all the 'test' paper... guess that'd have to wait till after I get a job or after I get my store
Anyways, we went to the DMV and yea, to speed this blog up.... I passed my test.... but I parked my car all crooked at the end, and I forgot to put my car in park first when I turned the car off, but whatever, I already passed before I even parked the car.... so HA!
I came home and started looking for cars.... yay.
and had some spaghetti but Im not really hungry
anyways,.... idk.... me and jared looked for cars and such, and than we decided that he is gonna come over and we're gonna just chill...
than Leslie decided to make matching kandi for me and jared. awww how cute
day 68
I got my license...
my dad kinda...... is strange sometimes haha..
I text jared a little than fell back to sleep, or something along those lines, but anyways,... I finally woke up, and decided I was going to do some dreads so I didnt want to text Jared right away because I dont really like texting while doing it...
but I did some stuff online, did some dreads, text Jared, watched some videos on spacepainting and I wanna do some, but I think I can do some other more fun stuff,... and took another small nap, but like 10 minutes later my dad said he was coming home. Man, im STILL tired.
I would want to do space painting with Jared downtown, if we both can learn how to do it, I think if we both do it to make it fun, we could make money, but idk if I wanna spend money on 'learning' how to do it, all the 'test' paper... guess that'd have to wait till after I get a job or after I get my store
Anyways, we went to the DMV and yea, to speed this blog up.... I passed my test.... but I parked my car all crooked at the end, and I forgot to put my car in park first when I turned the car off, but whatever, I already passed before I even parked the car.... so HA!
I came home and started looking for cars.... yay.
and had some spaghetti but Im not really hungry
anyways,.... idk.... me and jared looked for cars and such, and than we decided that he is gonna come over and we're gonna just chill...
than Leslie decided to make matching kandi for me and jared. awww how cute
day 68
I got my license...
my dad kinda...... is strange sometimes haha..
67
So we started the day off with me trying to wash my clothes.... while waiting for 10 am to roll around
Finally Jared got here, and I was waiting for my little present he had been telling me about.
It ended up being one of the drawings I had wanted.
it was cute.
anyways, after that we headed downtown,.... and I cant remember. All I can remember is laying down on his lap and talking,.... than I ended up talking about Bass...
Than he threatened to burn my stuff.... I got hecka mad, so I called, and for once.... for ONCE he answered the call. We ended up sorting things out.
Well, out to the point that he is going to mail my stuff, thats it.
Anyways, after a while we ended up going out to lunch.... The Thai place...
omg.... thai tea is sooooo good...
We ended up having some curry. it was alright.... not the best.
anyways, after we...... oh, we went swimming in the river! so much walking around looking for just the right spot... finally we found a spot to sit in
lol and made a little island
and skipped rocks.
oh, we also found little shells which ima soak in CLEAN water so we can make necklaces out of...
Than we went to see what time the movies were, or, we did that before the river or idk.... but our parents didnt seem very happywith picking us up at 9
but anyways, we ended up going out to dinner.... at some italian place.... i looove bread with oil and vinegar <3333333
and shirley temples!!!!!!
Anyways, chip text me, and worked things out too, well, the money part and such...
yay, at least two of the boys are suddenly maturing.
Thank you god.... sorry for whatever wrong I've said and done, but im happy things are at least turning out alright for the mean time.
anyways, after dinner Jared and I just sat on this bench....
I found a boba ball place, but its also a nail place... weird, I know.
but we talked, and had a good time,....
all up till when he asked me a question....
and after a bit, it turned out to be 'your boring'
ok, that kinda made the movie horrible...
but we watched the movie prince of pursia and it kinda sucked, but in a way, it was kinda good too.
Day 67
Jared said he loved me right as I walked away after being dropped off.
wait... what?
Finally Jared got here, and I was waiting for my little present he had been telling me about.
It ended up being one of the drawings I had wanted.
it was cute.
anyways, after that we headed downtown,.... and I cant remember. All I can remember is laying down on his lap and talking,.... than I ended up talking about Bass...
Than he threatened to burn my stuff.... I got hecka mad, so I called, and for once.... for ONCE he answered the call. We ended up sorting things out.
Well, out to the point that he is going to mail my stuff, thats it.
Anyways, after a while we ended up going out to lunch.... The Thai place...
omg.... thai tea is sooooo good...
We ended up having some curry. it was alright.... not the best.
anyways, after we...... oh, we went swimming in the river! so much walking around looking for just the right spot... finally we found a spot to sit in
lol and made a little island
and skipped rocks.
oh, we also found little shells which ima soak in CLEAN water so we can make necklaces out of...
Than we went to see what time the movies were, or, we did that before the river or idk.... but our parents didnt seem very happywith picking us up at 9
but anyways, we ended up going out to dinner.... at some italian place.... i looove bread with oil and vinegar <3333333
and shirley temples!!!!!!
Anyways, chip text me, and worked things out too, well, the money part and such...
yay, at least two of the boys are suddenly maturing.
Thank you god.... sorry for whatever wrong I've said and done, but im happy things are at least turning out alright for the mean time.
anyways, after dinner Jared and I just sat on this bench....
I found a boba ball place, but its also a nail place... weird, I know.
but we talked, and had a good time,....
all up till when he asked me a question....
and after a bit, it turned out to be 'your boring'
ok, that kinda made the movie horrible...
but we watched the movie prince of pursia and it kinda sucked, but in a way, it was kinda good too.
Day 67
Jared said he loved me right as I walked away after being dropped off.
wait... what?
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