Short Term

Lately... I've been happier for some odd reason...
No matter what has happened to me the past couple of days,... it seems like I've been taking it cool.
I lost my best friend Juan... my brother...
And you know what, Im actually fine with that.

And than I realized I dont remember anything that happens really... well of course I do, but a lot of times I dont.
Like the other day I was yelling at Virus about something, and Im not even going to start.... ok ok,.... it was about a bee...
Anyways...
I was yelling at her, and I dont even remember. Well I remember a little,... I just remember yelling at Jared mostly... [since the last time he got stung by a bee, he got flown to the hospital in a helicopter]

But it was as if I blacked out
weird right?
And it seems like I ask things over and over and over...

gosh, I cant even remember where I was going with this blog,...
I guess the movie "Disturbia" doesnt really help.

omg, I love this movie